Journal Entry: 8/10/25 9:30pm

Published on 10 August 2025 at 22:11

Journal. Prayer. Meditation.

My spiritual power is growing stronger—I don’t just know it, I feel it pulsing through me.

I’ve begun to overcome the fear of praying—especially praying for myself.

That fear was rooted in a lack of faith, a quiet doubt that once held me back.

I didn't believe that there was something greater for myself. I have been so scared of disappointment. Within myself. With others. 

And it caused me to lack faith.

Back then, I was lost in uncertainty, unsure of what to believe.

Now, with wisdom earned and clarity gained, I know exactly where I’m headed.

I'm learning that there is a big difference between happiness and fulfillment. 

One is an emotion. Emotions are like waves. Fleeting, like the waves tied to the energies of the Moon.

They come like waves, then vanish—each one a moment, never meant to stay.

But, devotion is something that requires service, patience, grace, honesty, clarity, discernment...

Happiness is the flower.

Fulfillment is the root.

The foundation. 

I no longer want to chase the waves of fleeting happiness and passing delights.

I don't want temporary.

I want growth. I want healing. I want restoration. I want perseverance. I want duality. I want balance. I want stability.

I want peace. 

And I shall have it All. 

Aśe

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